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Just Shelley

Hurt the ones you love

I want to, need to, extend my apologies to so many people this week. I have been rude, angry, belligerant, and have done my best to push away those who I do count my friends.

Explanations would take too long and would only bore all of you. Suffice it to say that I’m very, very angry at myself now, which naturally means I’m taking it out on my close friends, such as Jonathon, Dorothea, AKMA and Margaret, Phil C. and unfortunately, too many others.

(I’m pretty sure I also took on most of the known Cluetrain, Small Pieces, and World of Ends readers – and most major divinity schools, too. That probably won’t work in my favor while job hunting.)

I’ll be back as soon as I found that beauty I promised you. Sense of humor, too.

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Burningbird Web

Hosting does not matter because the internets is free

Recovered from the Wayback Machine.

Hosting Matters as a virtual host sucks little wormy, sour green apples. I’ve had nothing but trouble all week with my server (Clio). I keep hearing about slashdot, or this or that, but what it all boils down to, is there are over 500 virtual sites hosted on my machine alone.

This is too damn many.

I know this is a cheap service, but I’ve had inexpensive hosting before without these problems.

I’m paid up until May 1st. At that time, I may not even maintain a web site any more. I’ve had web sites since 1996, 1995 if you count a tilde site (~) I had at a local Portland ISP. I have five domains coming up for renewal this month. Maybe I should just let the whole damn thing go to dark.

Next time I read something like World of Ends, and hear all the glorious extoling of an Internet that isn’t owned, and which anyone can use, I’m going to print the thing out, shred it, and send it to the authors along with interesting and detailed instructions on exactly what they can do with the paper.

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Writing

Doc and Dave sitting in a tree…

Recovered from the Wayback Machine.

Doc sent an email out to a bunch of folks this morning, pointing to a new work he and David Weinberger created, World of Ends.

Doc asked for comments. I sent them in an email, but then it dawned on me that Doc might actually prefer a link. I am a slow woman on Fridays. So here’s the link, and my comment:

While I may appreciate the eloquent writing, the strong beliefs, the reasoned arguments, as well as the hope as dewy as the grass beneath a young maiden’s feet as she trips about gathering in the cows to milk (are ‘cow’ and ‘milk’ bad words now?), I have to tell you my first reaction on skimming through this was:

Oh good lord what is this? A variation of “I’m okay, and you’re Net”?

However, I have been accused, a time or two, of being contrary. Not going with the flow. Breaking the circle. I will endeavor to read this again after I have a nice long walk, in the hopes of adjusting a deplorable tendency to say “but what does it mean?”. I will then be of a mind to bask in being an end-point, and to learn to believe in the power of the bits. (Well, before we blow ourselves to even smaller bits in war, that is.)

Thanks for the link, Doc.

Shelley

I will, of course, be treated the same as the fly that buzzes around the potato salad at a picnic: as just one of the nuisances to be endured when one has open food in a open eating area. Ignore, and continue the feast.

update 

The World of Ends has been slashdotted, which should be sending lots of buzz winging its way.

You really have to check out the comment thread titled “World Ends”. Funny insight into the Slash Dot phenomena.

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Just Shelley

Birds squabble that’s what they do

The little girl ran into the small room that served as her mother’s home office. Her mother was typing away at the computer, intent on the screen, but that didn’t stop the girl from running up and grabbing hold of her mother’s hand.

“Mama! Mama! Come quick! Something’s wrong with the birds!” the girl cried out, tugging at her mother’s hand, trying to pull her towards the door.

The woman resisted at first, as she had work that needed doing. “Honey, there’s nothing wrong with the birds. The birds are fine.” But the little girl wouldn’t listen and kept tugging at her mother’s hand, calling out the same thing again and again, about “something wrong with the birds.”

The woman, by now bit alarmed by her daughter’s croes, allowed herself to be pulled to her feet, down the hallway, and to the front door.

“Look, Mama! Look at the birds!”

Looking out, the woman noticed that something must have pulled a bag of moldy bread from a garbage can somewhere and left most of the bread in the middle of the road in front of their house. Birds from all over had flocked to this unexpected feast, each trying to get its share.

There were tiny house finches, and morning doves, and an occasional flash of blue from the jays. There were also some chickadees and sparrows in the mix, and some pigeons of course, and in the midst of the flock that aggressor of the scavenger, a couple of seagulls had made their way to the feast.

All the birds were squabbling at each other in a deafening cacophony of sound. No wonder the little girl was alarmed—hearing this raucous noise and seeing the birds fighting among themselves. Rather than be concerned, though, the woman chuckled at the picture: at the seagulls threatening the smaller birds with their large, dangerous beaks but while their backs were turned the finches sneacked in and grabbed pieces, some half again as large as the tiny birds. The smaller birds’ greed was swiftly punished because much of what they stole was stolen in turn by the chickadees and the jays once the bread was safely away from the gulls. In the midst of all this, the morning doves and sparrows quietly pecked away at the crumbs scattered about from all the tugging and jostling.

The woman put her hand on her daughter’s head, and said, “Baby, there’s nothing wrong with the birds. They’re just fighting over some bread in the street.”

At that moment, one of the gulls pecked at a small finch, which managed to duck away from the bigger bird. The little girl pulled back a bit, imagining what would happen if the smaller bird had been hit.

“Mama, are you sure this is normal? What if that bigger bird hurt the little one?”

“Yes, I’m sure. If you’ll look real close, you’ll see that none of the birds are hurting any of the other birds. It’s just a lot of sound and fury is all. Birds do this when they flock around a bit of food.”

“They do?”

“Sure, it’s normal.”

“Shouldn’t we go out and stop them, though? Before someone gets hurt? If they’re fighting over food, I can give them my toast. If I told them I had some toast to share, would they stop squabbling?”

The woman was touched by her daughter’s offer. Kneeling down, she looked into her daughter’s face, into her trusting, young eyes. The woman was filled with a sudden fierce protectiveness. She hoped her daughter would never loose the ability to feel concerned for others when she grew up—even squabbling birds. To never lose the wonder of everyday events. Speaking softly she said, “Honey, if you threw out your toast, the birds would just squabble over it, too. Since you and I can’t speak bird, we have no way of telling them there’s plenty of food for them all.”

She brushed a strand of hair out of her daughter’s face, the same strand that persisted in escaping from the band holding her hair back. “No best to just let the birds be. They’ll eat the bread and once it’s gone, they’ll go their separate ways, no harm done to any of them.”

“Birds squabble, that’s all. That’s what they do.”

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RDF Writing

Book review finished

Recovered from the Wayback Machine.

The public book review period is over.

I wanted to thank all the people who were kind enough to provide comments and feedback about the book. I received more feedback than originally anticipated, overwhelmingly so at times. This does demonstrate the interest in the community.

This wasn’t an easy book to write, not the least of which is re-writing some sections more than once due to changes in the RDF specifications and technologies – moving targets at the best of times.

I hope that the book reflects the different views of RDF within the community, and is comprehensive, as well as living up to its title, “Practical RDF”. We will see.

Thank you again.